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keep your clothes on, I am discontent anyhow

I am not here anyway.

Dear God, my my how

love, don’t let me benefit from any of it.

love, don’t let me learn.

oh blind me please! oh cover up the windows as we go

don’t let me think I know better.

don’t let me think

I have learned at all.

my God what do You gain

from loving me? Dear God what could I bare

to gain in this life? .. how I would throw it off

what a shame to be rewarded here.. Dear God

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MY GOD don’t let me gain! my GOD don’t let me ‘learn’ from the way You love me,

oh don’t let me try to use Your thread to stitch up my life! my God let love be to the earth my downfall! MY GOD let love be. let love be.  let love be my reason. let love be my reward.

I will not love to gain. for this cannot be love at all..