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I am sure of something coming, while details I am not sure of, I still am sure of IT, and all IT entails. in the same way one can be sure a memory presides, but cannot be reached without an arrow or a stimulus; in a way that just thought could conjure. a stimulus is needed. a physical, an emotional, a trigger just out enough have a place to come into. to come in at all. like the way a door cracked is open enough to be physically closed if desired but close enough to being closed to be considered closed for any sort of mental comfort. or vise-versa. I say that for you to grasp the the smallness of what I consider a stimulus, that it could be as easy as a new perspective on a subject matter that then strikes any memory, which the other perspective would not.

I mean to say most that in the way I cannot recall some memory on wholly own accord, is it not to say the memory is not there. That said, I compare to my belief in the future, memory being compared to a forecast which is in me, but I cannot reach. a knowledge of some concept of what is to come, but details and actuality I am not sure, but, I am sure I know somewhere in me; and as soon as I reach it, or as soon as the thought is stimulated, I will cognize it. it will enter my consciousness.

so your answer can wait, as even mine, waits.