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everyday a new conclusion. a new reflection on the time passed.
I wanted start this off by talking of improvements and betterments and time spent encouraging and practicing righteousness and the changes in me. but, nothing is complete, and I may never be, so I may never feel it fair to acknowledge change at all. anything less, is everything less. like
what if I am the same. completely the same. could I handle that? could I handle that I’ve done nothing? is that fair to say, I want to correct myself and say something like “that God has done nothing” but that simply isn’t true, so I can’t correct myself that way, cuz it wouldn’t be correct. I just. I. don’t know how to feel about how I feel about this, or even what I feel “this” is. kinda even more frustrating.

just, that I don’t know if it’s fair to feel progress. for some reason
is all