how frightening a thought. To be unchangeably deemed
uncouth, unconsciously brutal, unwittingly outright
with all your demons -little terrors which keep in your eyes
then up out your heart,
bush up the helm in rushes of pressure and displeasure
they misguide my rudder
missteering my ship. Missgoing a way
toward unchangeably unhappy me
..dear God not tonight…
please be changing me…
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