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“I treated you better than you ever deserved but I finally had enough”
“You don’t have a Christian bone in your body”
“As long as I live, I won’t ever let someone treat me the way you treated me”
“You just scare people away from Christ”

…these just resound and resound in my head.. I acknowledge they are fresh breeds of the enemies old tricks ..

Today i reflected when i helped her uncle with a wedding and her aunt was rushed to the hospital but i stayed to help. I felt helpful and useful. We sat under the stars as the night winded down.
I remember parks and gifts I labored over trying to think of the perfect new way to show love. Drove an hour both ways just so that when she left work she could be surprised with 5 letters on her window. And many things like this.
Somehow she never wants to be treated like that ever again..