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  • August 19, 2012

    The Law: A Ring

    In many ways, the Law is to the New Covenant as a ring(engagement/wedding band) is to a bride. An outward symbol of an inward reality. Ultimately the groom does not hope to attain your ring finger; he intends to take hold of your heart. Although one is an outward expression of the other.

    Law existed first, as an engagement ring does. It is a symbol of a reality that Jesus later would fulfill when He consummates our hearts with the Spirit. It is good that Israel would wear it and conform to the expectations the ring(the Law) sets. Expectations which God had to re-state over and over again because they were never fully perceived. This is perhaps part of why it took so long to get to the time of Christ to fulfill(as marriage fulfills the engagement ring) the Law(the ring) because mankind failed to understand what that ring(the Law) truly was: a symbol pointed to what is to come. They had within their midst the Covenant of God and yet failed to realize what that meant about Gods intentions for their heart. They waited for a warrior messiah because they still thought this ring represented(was a symbolic reference to promised future events regarding) the house and the car and the nice things their coming groom would give to them; when really it represented Gods intent to captures their hearts(not just their deeds) for eternity.

    Mankind has limited himself, limited his receptors of love and fullness of living(the design for man), by eating of the tree which replaced life with the knowledge of good and evil. God spoke to Israel through abundantly creative avenues trying to communicate a central message of truth regarding who He is and who we are. The rub is, we have unplugged from our life outlet/input. As evidenced is Genesis when man eats from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil instead of the tree of life which were both in the midst of the garden[Gen 2:9]. How then does one transmit power and life through a data cable? Well, watch the old testament and you’ll see how God is prepping them for the change to come. Warning them over and over that their way of living, that this feed of information, of knowledge, is not their primary function. It is not their highest form of living. That the intellect is not the supreme standard for human beings; but in fact is merely a shadow of our design.
    He tells them what it looks like and instructs them in all its intricacies, facets, and details.

    Then Jesus comes and asks:
    Are you ready to plug back in?
    It’s going to be a roller-coaster. You’re NOT going to understand it completely. It WILL NOT feel natural. You’ve been unplugged for so long. You’ve been born into sin[Rom 2:23]. Believe Me, this is what I foretold was coming.

  • August 6, 2012

    Do Not Look too Hard at the Past Because

    One cannot add
    or take away

  • August 2, 2012

    I don’t want to see you unless you want me to see that you love me, is that so wrong?

    I am wearing the headphones i bought with you
    I am sleeping in bed sheets you bought for me
    I am living in the shirt I received from you
    I am laughing with joys that you gave to me
    Showing teeth made white for you
    Combing hair you liked nice on me
    Smelling like I smelled for you
    Speaking like you spoke to me
    More recent than i heard from you
    Last month when you said to me:
    I do not love you
    I only love me

  • July 22, 2012

    There is much to this life
    that is quite simply
    hard to take… it is these such things,
    these unwilling realities or unsettling truths,
    that will press against your clay bones
    as if with intent to refine your shape and leave fingerprints;
    the peculiar thing about humanity
    is that nothing defines you
    except you.

    Be as stubborn or malleable as you like
    but don’t dare blame the world
    for the shape you’re in.

  • July 21, 2012

    carefully now

    I find that in a breath I might rekindle all my affections…
    then in a gasp rekindle such unrelenting bitterness…

  • July 20, 2012

    “I treated you better than you ever deserved but I finally had enough”
    “You don’t have a Christian bone in your body”
    “As long as I live, I won’t ever let someone treat me the way you treated me”
    “You just scare people away from Christ”

    …these just resound and resound in my head.. I acknowledge they are fresh breeds of the enemies old tricks ..

    Today i reflected when i helped her uncle with a wedding and her aunt was rushed to the hospital but i stayed to help. I felt helpful and useful. We sat under the stars as the night winded down.
    I remember parks and gifts I labored over trying to think of the perfect new way to show love. Drove an hour both ways just so that when she left work she could be surprised with 5 letters on her window. And many things like this.
    Somehow she never wants to be treated like that ever again..

  • July 19, 2012

    mindless of the end I forget the demand of today

    I put myself between
    wrath and mercy, pleading to be
    swallow up in each.
    I pray to Whom
    all fiery dwells and all mercy
    pours still; as if from His veins
    out His open flesh marred
    by ill intending men who
    praying for justice, condemn their names…

    But who could know it when the end punctures the thin skin yoke of sky
    and the sun like blood weeps like a Man in gardens pleading for who may bare His cup…

    they are fools
    and I am like them with intent
    to be saved and leave unsaved
    the fools with intent to be free
    and stay in chains
    simultaneously.

  • July 1, 2012

    Unchangeable

    how frightening a thought. To be unchangeably deemed
    uncouth, unconsciously brutal, unwittingly outright
    with all your demons -little terrors which keep in your eyes
    then up out your heart,
    bush up the helm in rushes of pressure and displeasure
    they misguide my rudder
    missteering my ship. Missgoing a way

    toward unchangeably unhappy me
    ..dear God not tonight…

    please be changing me…

  • June 24, 2012

    Did you finally
    hear
    my actions speak
    Louder
    Than my heart
    Can scream

  • June 24, 2012

    In poetic langu…

    In poetic language I hear us often speak

    banter upon banter of what we could not

    convey with little human words

     

    so stanzas pass with very little said.

    we let little words spray the page

    …little words to trace the way

     

    to my saying she is diamonds

    each a hundred thousand cut

    casing her incandescence

     

    to see her…my word, is to see her

    turning perfect light

    into multicolor skies

     

    well I want this light

    I want these skies

    for the rest of my life

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